The Phoenix Soul. We are raw & real. Grit & grace. We are truth-speakers, heart-on-our-sleevers, love-believers. You are. I am. We are The Phoenix Soul.
Seeker, we celebrate your pilgrim faith. We salute your trembling courage, your burning conviction. We are kindred travelers, called to the wild way.
“I am a phoenix, risen out of the ashes of my own self-destruction, reborn and renewed not in spite of what I’ve gone through, but because of it . . .”
“Fear not your holy unrest, the itch beneath your skin whispering “change is stirring,” the stumbling tumbling steps that teach you to dance . . .”
“I was angry and wanted out of my new circumstances. I wanted to be miraculously transported back to days of less pain, less knowing, and less asking. Back to days of blissful certainty and belonging. Yet as often as I tried to numb the pain with the busyness of life and fought the discomfort of my new space, I couldn’t seem to get away from the duality of both hating the dark, and finally feeling alive in it . . .”
Oh, phoenix soul, may you feel seen. Heard. Loved. Just as you are.
“Last summer I double-dog-dared myself to finally use a pot of turquoise hair dye that had been gathering dust on a shelf for years. [ ...] I had fun with the bright color, but the intention faded even before the last blue streaks washed from my silvery hair. The bright burst of joyous freedom was just a blip, an aberration—nothing lasting. Then, a few weeks ago, Grace beckoned me again...”